Monday, May 19, 2008
it started out with a kiss
how did it end up like this
it was only a kiss
it was only a kiss
it was only one night..
that night, so passionate
your eyes, dreamily cute
your scent, is my indulgence
your lips, longing for mine
your hands, hold me tight
your touch, featherly light
your hug, comfortably warm
your desire, union with mine
this moment, blooming with passion, never to be forgotten.
it was a grave mistake after all. but this foolish me just helplessly committed it. and there was no turning back. i can only pick up the pieces, and give up whatever i dumbly believed in. that day, his sudden sms to arrange a meeting is my motivation to end my work as soon as possible. anxiety accumulated inside me. it has been around 2months since i last seen him. in between, our connection was cut off by his busy schedule. and somehow, we are reconnected recently. as happy as i am, i longed for his presence, his care and concern, his 'hahaha'. just him is enough. that night, i thought the closeness will help him to regain his direction, but apparently it failed. his usual coldness, his frequent 'sorries', his indifferent behaviour. our distance, it scares me. thinking back, he used to be so sweet, caring and funny. everything he said is so promising, yet every word comes untrue. the empty hopes penetrate my heart thoroughly. slowly, he seems like an unfamiliar figure to me. frighteningly unfamiliar. he never know how i feel. he always ask me not to think too much. but my feelings are bugging me lots. he just leave me hanging there, aimlessly. insignificant to him, i'm feeling damn tired. it's time to wake myself up. and let go...i guess my absence is not going to affect him much though.
thanks for playing, GAME OVER.
